Tabitha Derilus Says: Live Today As If Were Your Last. =]
12 Oct
Hey everyone! How’s it going. Many of you probably went through this already, like when you have that feeling where you want to change who you are, to be like someone else. I’m not saying this to go for bad people going good, it is to all the people who are really good, and want to change to be like someone that is not her. C’mon now, why would you want to change into a snob? Is it really worth it? I wouldn’t think so. And I know you wouldn’t either.
Specially Written for My Friend, Good Luck in the future.
XOXO, Tabitha.
11 Oct

Love. It’s such a powerful feeling. Something, that special person taught us, but never taught us how to stop. That’s why hearts get crushed and shattered into millions of pieces. My friend is going through this now. She first liked this guy, they would be the perfect match!, if only she had told him… but no, that didn’t happen. Instead they grew a little close and he thought of her like a sister, but she liked him more then that. He had no idea, and she kind of didn’t drop hints either. Thats why one day while they were talking, he was talking about how he’d like this girl… and so on. This really crushed her i guess, but she moved on. Time for guy number 2! Yea, so she saw this other guy she had a crush on. This time she made sure she left hints. He kind of did too, but the sad thing was, he already had a girlfriend, didn’t mention this to her, but still staring at my friend. my friend knew about his girlfriend, but didn’t mind this because he seemed like he was interested in her. Then it came that day where my friend text him… “Do you like me?” and his reply was… “umm.. i already have a girlfriend!” shocked at his reply even though she knew it was coming. This crushed her heart, but she still tried to play it cool and she then said…”Ewww.. Not in that way!” even though she knew her heart had mad feelings for him. Not believing her, he just had to go around telling his buddies what she had wrote to him.. and actually saved the texts! Who would do something like that! Anyways, now she feelings like digging a hole, hiding in it and never come out! I felt really bad for her, but my advice to her was, “the main thing is not to avoid him, because if you do then he will definitely know you liked him” So yea, Thats pretty much my day. =) Have a G’ Nite!
10 Oct
Tabitha Derilus
October 11, 2007
3rd Period
Disappointing? Yes, But You Can Always Find A Way To Cope
Have you ever been disappointed that you best friend, loved one, or even someone very close to you, is moving extremely far away? I know how you feel. Trust me on this one; it can be awfully disappointing. I’m not going to be like those cold-hearted people and exclude myself to the whole world, just because my best friend isn’t here to share the experiences with me. Like the saying says, “If one door closes another door will open.” With this being said, hanging out with her for the whole weekend, promising to keep in contact, and celebrating a new beginning for her, by having a “going away” party, are several ideas on how I coped with this dreadfully disappointing situation.
Starting off, being like peanut butter and jelly, we always did everything together. With her moving, I seriously doubt that any of the things we were custom to doing, can ever happen. For example, we loved hanging out on the weekends. But c’mon now, do you seriously think we can do that when we live approximately 2,000 miles apart? I didn’t think so. Without skipping a heartbeat, it was at that time the idea hit me. (more…)
9 Oct
The Namez: Tabitha. Took my first breath on February 10,1993.. So that makes me, 15! I love mii Lyf, and livin' it to tha fullest!! In High School ryt now.. so it takes me a while to update.